I can remember sitting on the side of my bed having just had the realization that I didn’t actually know what I believed in. See, people make it sound as if deconstructing Christianity is a simple process- it isn’t. It’s humbling, confusing, and isolating. We’re completing uprooting everything that we have been taught since birth. It felt as if everything I had every known was a lie. I felt misplaced. My identity was in Christ.

Constantly having to remind myself not to be fearful of fire, brimstone, and eternal damnation- I felt lost.

That’s when I decided to get up, grab a sheet of paper, find a different comfy spot, and write down exactly what I do believe in. I asked myself, ‘What do I know to be true?’

10 Things That I Know Are True

1. I know that humans and all living things are electromagnetic beings.
2. I know that I have an aura. Auras have been photographed. They glow. && they also have changes in density and color.
3. I know my aura is emitted from my heart. My aura is releasing trillions of cells from my body. The dead skin remains, but the essence of the cell radiates from within me.
4. I know that every cell of my body is alive and contains my essence. My essence is a combination of my thoughts, my speech, my action [choices] and my emotions.
5. I know my essence attracts the anti-matter counterpart of that which is in harmony with it.
6. I know the collision of the two collapse into my reality in some way- possibly through the Higgs Field.
7. I know this process is what manifestation is.
8. I know that focused intention can be extremely useful and beneficial.
9. I know God has shown me what the purpose of my time on Earth is. && has shown me things that will bring me joy to accomplish. I also know that accomplishing those goals are my birthright- even if I no longer identify as a Christian.
10. I know that I am a great mystery in my own right. Trillions of cells embody me, encompass me, and are me. They exist so that I can exist. && I exist so that they can exist. The same with the humans around me. I exist to be seen by them, and they exist to be seen my me.
    
    Accepting that these are my known truths, has ultimately led me to confidently rest in my belief that manifestation IS faith.
    
    
11. I know that manifestation is something that our bodies naturally do on their own, based upon our thoughts, actions, emotions, and speech.