PREFACE

The purpose of this blog post is to detail how I personally see God in physics. This blog post is not meant to be taken as scientific proof of the way manifestation works. Nor is this post an attempt to convince anyone of anything. It is simply a detailed overview of why I have chosen to live my life a certain way. In no way do I attempt to use physics to replace my deconstructed christian concepts. I have reached a place in my spirituality where I am comfortable admitting that there are things that I may not know during my time on planet Earth, and that’s okay. A bit of curiosity is healthy.

I am fortunate to be able to look at the things that humans do know, like the math of the Einstein tensor, the Higgs Field, and Schumann Resonance. This blog post is not a peer-reviewed scientific study. I am sharing the philosophical and spiritual synthesis that is applicable to my life.

I just so happen to be using science to describe my subjective experience of faith. In no way, shape, or form is this blog post a denial of any existing physics. I’m exploring this fascinating design in which humans are a part of, and how humans have the ability to leverage these scientific phenomena.

It’s fair to say that this blog post isn’t a universal truth for all

This is a subjective map of my own journey. I’m simply sharing the lens that I see my life through. Of course, this blog post is not written with the intention of being a means of escaping the physical world. Though I reference ‘The Matrix’ analogy, in addition to computer programming analogies, I am not arguing that the physical world is fake, or that the physical world is something to be ignored. I am, however, suggesting that the physical world is a powerful render that reflects a deeper reality. I’m also stating my personal opinion that ‘God’ is deeper than religion, and that ‘God’ is deeper than science. Thank you, and I appreciate you taking the time to read my philosophy of how I see God in Physics. Let’s get started!

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INTRODUCTION

I was introduced to Einstein’s equation while reading, ‘The Disordered Cosmos: A Journey Into Dark Matter, Spacetime, and Dreams Deferred’, written by Dr. Chanda Prescod-Weinstein && I was convinced that I had just been taught how manifestation works. Of course, that isn’t the intention of the book, that’s just the way my mind works. Upon further review, I truly do believe that humans have been given authority to leverage a technology that permeates our observable universe. This exploration has shown me how people are able to live on the same Earth, yet they experience different realities. I checked out this book from my local library in hopes of learning more about dark matter.

Honestly, I wasn’t expecting my life to change in the best way possible. As a woman who has been down a rabbit hole deconstructing christianity, I was surprised to have my fire rekindled through physics. There was a moment when I realized that I wasn’t sure what I actually believed in, and this became the most clarifying moment of my life to date.

I sat back, grabbed a pen and paper, and asked myself, “What do you know to be true?” Words filled the page seemingly instantly, and I made the choice right then and there to begin operating from THIS point of view. Every day I would read this list, to remind myself of the things that I know to be true. This paper is written with the purpose of expanding upon that list. && the list itself is essentially a summary of ‘manifestation IS faith.’ For so many years I’ve heard people say, ‘escape’ the matrix. Well, I’ve decided that it’s actually better to say, ‘FCK it!’

The Film, ‘The Matrix‘

I’ve only watched The Matrix saga once. I remember binge watching all four films on a Saturday, while my grandmother was away enjoying Sabbath fellowship. Actually, I cried as I watched these films, but I’m sensitive like that, even dog food commercials can make me tear up. I actually wrote a film analysis that you can read here if you’re interested. What if I said that ‘The Matrix’ is more than a movie about our beloved Keanu kicking major ass? In the world of physics, the matrix seems to be the literal language of reality.

Neo saw green numbers falling out of the sky, and Einstein saw Greek letters. Film enthusiasts ponder if we truly are living in a simulation, and while that may or may not be true, we do have evidence to support our reality being governed by a mathematical grid. This grid dictates how things move, and how time is perceived. 

“Matter tells space how to curve; space tells matter how to move.” – John Wheeler

‘The Disordered Cosmos’ was a truly fascinating read. Motivating me to explore more of the concepts mentioned. This exploration led me to research Einstein’s Equation, the Higgs Field, and Schumann Resonance.  I’d like to share how these three seemingly separate phenomena have led me to live my life in what I believe is an optimized way. Let’s begin with Einstein’s equation.

Understanding Einstein’s Equation

I am not a physicist, so I’m going to explain this in the way that I personally comprehend it. First things first, let’s learn how to read Einstein’s equation. I am going to spell it out phonetically during this section.

Gee mew new PLUS lambda Gee mew new EQUALS eight pie Gee OVER see to the fourth Tee mew new.

I’ve placed the plus sign, equals sign, and division sign in bold capital letters to help you see how the equation is written. I’m assuming you already know how these function in a math equation. 

There are two ‘indices’ in this equation, ‘μ and ν’ (Mew and New). This is the input of data. 

G and T are tensors, and they make up the matrices (matrix), which is simply a grid of the input data. In physics, tensors tell space how to curve, and matter how to move. 

The ‘8π’ (eight pie) is a coefficient, which is the number in front of the variable. Here it acts as a balancer of sorts. It links the geometry of the universe to the matter, and the energy inside of it. 

In mathematics, a matrix is a grid of numbers that are arranged into rows and columns. In General Relativity, μν (Mew, New) each have four possible values. The full equation takes into account every possible combination of space and time. A shorthand equation was developed to display a 4×4 grid. This shorthand essentially is saying, “this rule applies to every direction in the universe 🎶at the same **** time.” 

 I see this as being supportive of how my aura has the ability to penetrate through time, space and matter, as well as radiate from my heart, to and through the solar system, the milky way, the local group, laniakea, and the boss wall.

Okay, now that we have discussed the individual values of the equation, let’s group them together, and discuss the equation a bit further. 

Essentially,

Gμν (GeeMewNew), which is the shape of space, is left to the equal sign in this equation. It is considered ‘the render’ and is known specifically as the Einstein Tensor. It’s the input that determines the geometry of spacetime. 

Tμν (TeeMewNew), which is the stuff in space (energy && momentum), is to the right of the equal sign in this equation. It is specifically known as the data stress tensor, and it is the input that tells ‘the system’ where mass, energy, and pressure is located. 

The equation essentially means that the curve in a specific direction is exactly the same as the energy, and the momentum in that same direction. 

In this equation, Gμν (GeeMewNew) is a measure of curvature, representing the density of light and matter. Gravity isn’t just a force, it’s a path. Essentially, it’s the destiny of anything moving through space. 

Do they have If/Then Statements in Space?

This equation is essentially an if/then statement. It says, if there is mass here, (Tμν TeeMewNew), then the geometry here must curve (Gμν GeeMewNew). All matter, energy, and pressure is a ‘value’ that is placed into the grid (Tμν TeeMewNew), and the universe ‘calculates’ gravity, i.e. the curvature, automatically. 

The equal sign is essentially saying IF there is a certain amount of energy (T) at a specific point of the grid (μν Mew,New) THEN the fibers of reality (G) must curve by exactly that much to accommodate it. Get it? Got it! Good 🙂 

What is a Matrix?

Matrix is rooted from the Latin word ‘mater’ which means mother, or womb. A womb is a place where something grows. Most growth begins in darkness. I liken it to being a gestational period. In math, a matrix is a womb for numbers. In the critically acclaimed film, ‘The Matrix’ the womb is likened to a simulated reality. Logically, I do comprehend that Einstein didn’t actually have Keanu on his radar when he was discovering this equation. I do, however, believe he proved that there is a mathematical grid dictating our reality, which seems to be fairly relevant to the film. I actually wrote a film analysis that you can read here if you’re interested.

The observable universe is an organized system. I do not claim to comprehend it exactly, but it does seem to be governed by a specific set of rules. Am I interpreting these rules correctly? That’s debatable, but I do know that my interpretation has completely changed the way that I live my life, and has allowed me the freedom to become a skilled deliberate thinker. 

Gμν Tμν has become my New ‘goosefraba’

When I say this information has changed my life, I’m not kidding. It’s because of this information that I was able to embody my best self. When I am feeling the energy from the identity that I no longer identify with, I simply take a deep breath, and remind myself that every fiber of my being is communicating with the people around me, the planet itself, and with our entire observable universe.

Physicists say that energy momentum (the input, or Tμν) dictates the geometry (the render, Gμν). Back in the day of Issac Newton, space was seen as just a background, likened to a stage for a play. Einstein has shown us that the ‘stage’ is in fact, interactive. 

The planets in our solar system orbit lines that are carved into space by the mass of our sun. If the sun was to die, or were to shift in anyway, there’d instantly be a change to the input data. The render of spacetime would adjust accordingly by sending out gravitational waves, which informs the entire observable universe about the change in geometry. 

I have adopted this same mechanism into my life

&& see the same being true for myself. Once I decided to stop living one way, and began living another way, there was an immediate update to my data input. The ‘render’ adjusted accordingly and sent out a gravitational wave that let the rest of the observable universe know that there had been a change in my life.

I am now aware that every time I physically move, I am changing the input (Tμν) of the universe. Each physical movement that I make, is sending an update to the render (Gμν), which is the space around me. What does this mean for me spiritually? Well, I’m even more so aware that every thought I have, every word I speak, every emotion I feel, and every action that I take (which is my input, Tμν) is updating the render (Gμν, which I believe to be my aura, which encompasses the space around me)

It’s essentially as if the creator has shared a design with me, and has granted me with permissions to edit the design, not simply view it. I genuinely do feel that my aura, the render, has the ability to penetrate time, space, and matter. Projecting as far as to the BOSS wall.

What made me view this as the process of manifestation?

Admittedly I have yet to take a physics class, so this was all new information to me. What helped me grasp the concept was the infamous bowling ball on a trampoline analogy. If a bowling ball is placed on a trampoline, the weight of it naturally causes a dip in the trampoline. If someone were to roll a marble on that dipped trampoline, the marble would roll towards the bowling ball. It isn’t that the marble is being ‘pulled’ by the bowling ball, it’s moving straight, on a path that is curved. The marble is essentially following the path of least resistance through a curved grid. 

Naturally, my mind went to manifestation. I view my energy as being the input (i.e. my essence, which could possibly be little neutrinos emitted from my heart), the render (my aura) curves, and things that are in harmony with my energy orbit around my curve. 

According to my notes, spacetime is something passive. It doesn’t choose to curve, it’s forced to curve by the presence of energy, pressure, and mass. This made me question why there aren’t more debris floating around in our solar system. Apparently, the celestial beings in the sky are like massive vacuum cleaners. Over time, most of the loose debris that were floating around out there either crashed into the sun, or clumped together to form planets. 

&& there actually are debris that orbit around the sun! An asteroid belt between Mars and Jupiter. Kuiper’s Belt just past Neptune. && comets that ping back and forth between the sun’s orbit and the edges of our solar system! 

Speed Requirement

In a way, this reminds me of how there are things that I have gone through in life, some things that I have worked through, and how those things may very well still be a part of my psyche. It isn’t necessarily that the past disappears- you already know how I feel about past, present, and future selves. It’s simply more organized, meaningful, and beneficial to my life- after having been transmuted into wonder, wisdom, and art.  

I see this as an example of how everything vibrates on different frequencies, and I’m able to align with what I’m in harmony with. Meaning, if I want something that is a higher vibration, it’ll just speed right on past me. There may be something of a lower vibration that attempts to make its way into my orbit, but it is simply obliterated by my internal fire. 

I always thought the sun attracted the planets to it

But now I know from learning more about Einstein’s equation, that the sun simply changed the shape of the space around it so drastically, that the only way for the planets to exist was if they revolved around the sun. In hindsight, it would have been wonderful to have had this information a decade ago. I was so determined to change my outlook on life, that I essentially convinced myself that the only way out was to go deeper. To try harder, manifest better. I convinced myself that I just didn’t want it badly enough, and that I simply enjoyed the despair that I was experiencing. 

Had I known then what I know now, I would have changed the space around me, both physically, and energetically (my aura), and the outcomes that I wanted to see would have had no choice but to orbit around me. Instead, I focused on everything that was wrong in my life, and kept trying to manifest. Let’s discuss how this was the exact error that was holding me back for so long. && surprisingly, it’s one of the many errors that I see being taught in the spiritual community today. 

Too Much Energy?

A black hole is what happens when the input is so massive that the render creates an error. It’s a depth that seemingly nothing is able to escape from. Apparently, even in computer science, if a person attempts to divide a number by zero, the program will freeze, or crash, because essentially the system is being asked to do something impossible. In Einstein’s equation, a black hole would be the universe’s version of ‘divide by zero.’ 

This is because matter is typically spread out, as opposed to being isolated into one singular spot. A star is huge, but its mass is also distributed over a huge area of space. The death of massive stars can lead to black holes. They occur if all of the star’s input is collapsed into a ridiculously small size. In computer programming, this would be considered a glitch. The render goes into infinity, and the curve becomes so steep, and so deep, that the grids of spacetime are said to actually rip!

I was given user permissions to edit a design that has been shared with me, but somehow I was now being hit with ‘permission denied?!’ This is because in this glitch, the render isn’t able to interpret what’s happening inside the center of the black hole. The input data essentially becomes trapped. Light itself isn’t even able to escape a black hole. The render literally stops sending messages throughout the vastness of the universe because it is unable to dictate the change in the input. Thus there is no immediate change in the curvature of space.

Too much energy can cause lags

Interestingly, this causes a time dilation, or a lag. Because the render is focused so intensely on calculating the curvature of the black hole, time actually slows down! To me, this is the perfect explanation of how I had gotten so wrapped up in ‘trying’ to manifest. I had placed all of my energy into it- && energy is designed to be spread out! 

When too much input is forced into a single point, the universe’s Gμν calculation mathematically hits an infinite loop. The result is a black hole. A place where the rules of Einstein’s equation gets ignored, and a PERMISSION DENIED error blinks continuously. It’s as if the input has penetrated through space, and went so deep, that it’s actually too deep for anything to be in its orbit. Except of course, the actual input itself, which has gotten sucked into its own orbit- trapped in the depth of its own input.

A black hole in this scenario is like a bottomless pit. Its orbit is likened to the size of a needle point. Its mass pushes down into space so intensely that the depth of the curve itself becomes infinite. When depth is infinite, the speed which is needed to climb out of the depth needs to be higher than the speed of light. && apparently, nothing is faster than the speed of light. Making exiting the black hole a seemingly ‘impossible’ command. 

Could this explain why I was trapped for so long?

Repeating the same cycles for so long? All because I became obsessed with that which I desired. I essentially caused an infinite loop that was impossible to escape. I genuinely can relate to feeling this exact way for so long. Hoping for something, but not seeing a way out- feeling stuck in a pit that I just couldn’t climb my way out of.

Any path that I took to get myself out of this hole actually caused me to curve back into its infinite depth. I now know that there is also such a thing as a near orbit, a place where one could orbit a black hole if they were at a safe distance from its curve. Intentionally focused, but not obsessive. But there I was, at the point of no return, when my insane focus became obsessive, and essentially, it was like falling into the abyss. Thankfully, I have learned the importance of balance. 

The render and the input are meant to converse harmoniously with one another, but when obsession enters the conversation, things stop making sense. It’s as if the render is saying, ‘IDK what to do with all of this information’ and covers it with blackness. Gratefully, I no longer fear the darkness. I now know that creation begins in darkness, and I have found it to be the only way through. Or, up, in the case of my black hole scenario. Instead of me trying to climb out by myself, I allowed the event horizon itself to lift me up. I did this by focusing on what I know to be true. 

What I mean when I say, I was lifted up by focusing on what I know to be true.

I was led to this conclusion when I learned time and space are both a part of the same fibers. If space is stretched, time is as well. The deeper that I was in my black hole, the harder it was to calculate anything. Time literally slowed down for me. I was seemingly stuck for over a decade. This is because the closer something is to a heavy input (mass, energy, pressure), which in this scenario was my obsession, the slower the render (time) actually is. Yet, the further away a person is from the center, the easier it is to render, and time seems to move faster. 

Going back to my example of being lifted out of my black hole, this was accomplished by focusing on what I knew to be true. This knowing, was a much higher observation, or input, than focusing on my basic hierarchy of needs. && this is completely backwards to what people are taught. This is where I personally believe that this ‘design’, that I have been granted permission to edit, is a part of an even more complex program that scientists have yet to discover. Because my input of what I know to be true (my crown chakra) isn’t moving faster than the speed of light- unless, it is?!

What I’ve learned

My root chakra renders differently than my crown chakra. This is why I have chosen to continue operating from ‘I KNOW’ as opposed to affirming from my root chakra (I AM this, I AM that). Especially when there isn’t a manifestation of it in my observable reality. Not to say that there’s anything wrong with expecting anything to happen, or to be the case- that’s literally the definition of hope. But things seemed to take longer to manifest when I was operating from down there. It’s a lot easier up here. 

In the film ‘The Matrix’, Neo was able to dodge bullets because he perceived time differently than the agents. Through Einstein’s equation, I have learned that time isn’t a constant, it’s just a variable. Another cool thing that I’d like to mention is how in the film, the glitches that the characters experienced weren’t just random technical malfunctions, they were brought on by emotional and psychological inflections. 

What it felt like inside of my black hole

It was as if I could see everyone moving forward in life except for me. Friends from high school and college were off traveling, getting married, and having children. I saw people accelerating in their careers. I would look up and yet another birthday had passed, another Christmas had come and gone. Children that I once held in my arms were now graduating from school. But how could this be? Aren’t they all in the same reality as me?

It seemed as if people were looking at me, seeing some wounded little bird. Fired from another job. Abruptly quitting another one. Rejecting yet another romantic prospect. It was as if I was frozen in time, stuck, and everyone, and everything was moving on without me. I had massive baggage: a marijuana addiction, past trauma, the inability to get anything right, and the expectation of someone else coming to rescue me from myself. My input (Tμν) had obsessively penetrated one spot, and the curve became too deep for me to climb out of it. 

In hindsight

I carried too much energetic weight, and my ‘gravity’ had become so strong that I couldn’t find the momentum to move forward. I had essentially lost myself.

I was stuck in the curve- for over 15 years! My own little personal abyss. I’m sure to the people around me it looked like I was stationary- because I was. Here’s the thing, when the human mind is bogged down with too much stress, and too many problems, it takes more ‘processing power’ to make it through the day. Even if that person is working just as hard as everyone else- they aren’t actually making any real progress.

So, if you’re reading this, and you’re feeling stuck, trust me when I say that I’ve been there. I was kind of elected the mayor of there. But, there’s hope! The answer, at least for me, is eliminating some of that massive input! That’s how I was able to finally render my next move. I did this by not focusing ‘so much’ on the things that were going wrong, and instead, focusing on the things that I knew to be true. 

And while I no longer believed in the Chritstian ideology that was instilled in me every day of my life since I came out of the womb, I still knew there was something greater out there. Something intentional and majestic. 

Where I see Divinity

Many religions see God as being the logos, or the logic, behind the world. Our world has adopted Einstein’s equation as being a theory that seems legit, and they view it as being a logical explanation of how the observable universe seems to be a structured, mathematical design. One could say that the ‘equals sign’ in Einstein’s equation is where we’re able to see the fingerprints of God. Or as the liaison between our input and matter, because there is such a perfect balance. 

There are things that seem to be invisible, such as dark matter, but gravitational lensing allows us to see how the invisible has a direct effect on the visible. In Einstein’s equation, the indices ‘μ’ and ‘ν’ are happening everywhere, all at the same time. Inside of every atom here on Earth, as well as inside of the largest galaxies. Every ‘pixel’ of the observable universe seems to be well organized. I now truly do believe that every input of mine is rendered into the fibers of space and time. I’m not simply observing my reality, but I’m actually a part of its calculation!

The best part!

If God is the most powerful substance, then the presence of God would be the greatest possible input, right? I actually chuckle at the fact that if there is a God, it wouldn’t need to organize every single atom individually. It could simply curve space so that everything in the universe obeys the path it has rendered. && honestly, I think that’s pretty cool. The idea that the presence of something greater, can change the very direction of time, space, and matter is truly fascinating to me. Even more fascinating, this isn’t only reserved for ‘God’ but for all of creation as well, because creation has been granted permission to edit the design. Then again, the very book that I deconstructed from explicitly reads, “ye are gods.”

Naturally,

I see this as being supportive of my claim that I am only responsible for maintaining my essence. There is a power far greater than my finite being, and it’s that power that is responsible for divine timing, divine signs, divine connections, divine intervention, and divine alignment. I’m just here navigating my way throughout this beautiful world that I’m a part of. Some people may view God as being the render that responds to the consciousness of humanity. Meaning that humans act (i.e. the input, Tμν) and that the universe, or God reacts (Gμν) && honestly, I think that’s fine too. Gravitational lensing is the physical proof that the universe actually does notice us. If space didn’t curve around matter, it would mean that the universe was indifferent. However, it MUST curve (because of the equal sign), which proves that the render has a direct correlation to the input. 

I saw this as being a tool that I am able to leverage, and the ‘correlations’ just continued to unfold for me. If Einstein’s equation for general relativity explains how manifestation works, how does what I manifest actually come to me?

The Higgs Field

This just makes sense to me. I was particularly interested in the Higgs Field, the force that is able to provide particles with mass, when the author of ‘The Disordered Cosmos’ explained how rapidly inflation occurred. Tμν serves as the input in Einstein’s equation, and the equation needs to know how much weight an object has. Were you aware that particles start out having zero mass? I surely wasn’t. It’s only when they move through the Higgs field that they gain their mass. It is the Higgs field that adds the data into Tμν. Without the Higgs field, the input would remain at zero, and Gμν would be perfectly flat. (does this mean the Earth isn’t flat? lol)

Once the Higgs field gives a particle mass, Einstein’s equation comes in, calculating how much, let’s stick with the bowling ball analogy, the ball curves (causes a dip in) the trampoline. 

It is the Higgs field that gives substance to things that were previously weightless and empty- void, and without form. One may even liken this field to being the breath of life. 

The Higgs field determines the mass, and the equation calculates how the mass curves in the world. Essentially, the Higgs field lets us know WHY there is something for gravitational lens to bend in the first place. 

The origin of the lens: Where Tμν Meets the Higgs Field.

We know that mass, energy, and pressure tell space how to curve. Before writing this article, I hadn’t the slightest idea where mass even came from. I’d heard of elementary particles such as quarks and electrons but wasn’t aware they were born without mass. As the particles move through the Higgs field, they experience a cosmic friction, a collision, I’ve also seen this referred to as a stickiness. This collision results in the particles being assigned mass. The Higgs field behaves as a data entry clerk of sorts, filling in data for the input (Tμν).

Without the Higgs field, particles would fly through space at the speed of light without any weight. There wouldn’t be any input to curve the render. Gravitational lensing exists only because gravity needs to catch the light. If Einstein’s equation is the law that governs the shape of the universe, it is the Higgs field that provides the universe with its substance. The Higgs field is the force that turns ‘nothing’ into ‘something.’ It’s what makes the unseen, seen. It provides the weight that allows the equation to even function to begin with. Together, they showcase a universe that is structured, and visible, so that we can bask in its beauty. 

After having learned this, I was curious to know how the Higgs field determines how much weight is to be assigned to the input. This is when the hum of the Earth came into my mind.

What is Schumann Resonance, and how does it help me see God in physics? 

Schumann Resonance is the vibration of planet Earth. When I say the vibration of the Earth, I’m not talking about an earthquake, but the electromagnetic heartbeat of planet Earth. Personally, I view Earth as being a living breathing conscious being. I do not reference Greek mythology when I say this. It’s my personal opinion that our planet is actually alive. 

They say that the space between the surface of the Earth, and the edge of space (the lolosphere) is shaped like a sphere. && every time lightning strikes, which is roughly 50 times a second, there’s an electromagnetic wave sent pulsing into this sphere. They call this sphere the cavity. Since this cavity is a specific size, the waves essentially behave as a bell, ringing at a very specific frequency of 7.83. I suppose I should mention that Schumann resonance is directly related to electromagnetism, and Einstein’s equation is related to gravity.

How it relates 

Schumann resonance doesn’t directly affect the render of gravity, but it does, however, define the frequency of life on our planet. Essentially, it is the tuning fork of our planet, and therefore ultimately, it is the tuning fork of humans. Isn’t it fascinating that the alpha wave in the human brain, which is induced by a state of calmness and creativity, is almost the exact same frequency of the Earth?

Not only are humans fortunate to have a planet forged together by the precise organizational structure of the universe. Not only are humans fortunate enough to experience the beauty and wonder of the Earth, but humans are also able to attune their bodies to the pulse of the very planet that they live on. Humans have not only been granted user permissions to edit this fascinating design, but they are also an active part of Einstein’s equation, and an active part of planet Earth. 

Basically,

If gravity (Gμν) is the structure (the frame), and the Higgs field is the substance (the glass of the lens), then the schumann resonance is a constant reminder that humans are a vibration (the person wearing the glasses, the observer, the one who interprets the prescription). So, how is the Higgs field able to assign my input its mass? I believe it receives my essence (neutrinos), which is emitted from my aura, and determines how dense, or how light that which I’m vibrating is. I liken this to the way an optometrist is able to determine a formula for prescription eyeglasses.

The source of all creation, consciousness, intelligence, and awareness isn’t one dimensional. The universe is a symphony of wondrous beauty and glory. This ‘matrix’ that I’m a part of, isn’t here to be of a disservice to me. It is mathematically sound, perfect even- intentionally resonant. 

What I’ve Realized 

I can’t see dark matter directly, but I know it’s there. I know dark matter is ever present because scientists have observed how the light from stars is able to bend around it. Just the same, I’m not able to see God directly either, but I am able to look at the curvature of my life, and see the way ‘coincidences’ bend, and align in a way that seem very intentional to me. When I notice these ‘bends’, I’m able to see the fingerprints of God in my life. I’m provided with evidence that there is something greater, something weightier, than myself, and it’s helping to shape my reality. I call these ‘bends’ divine timing, divine alignment, divine connections, and divine intervention. 

I believe that this universe was intentionally designed with me in mind. The design began with an intention, a divine heartbeat. If inflation is true, what if inflation was simply a divine heartbeat? A divine pulsation?

What if within that pulse was the intention that gave weight to the Einstein equation? Could the equation also be a conscious entity? Does this equation interpret the will of, or the intention of the pulsation?

&& since

The essence of the particle which sparked inflation is inside of every particle in the observable universe, does the proposed conscious equation interpret the intention of humans as well? Is this why my words always come back to me fulfilled? Could the purpose of the Higgs field, to ensure the unseen becomes seen? Is this how the subjective becomes objective? Am I allowed to come up with my own twist of an equation? My Vibration * The Higgs Field = Einstein’s equation? Because that’s essentially the way I’ve interpreted things. && while it may or may not be theoretically correct, it’s literally changed my life for the better. 

How so? Well, it supports my belief that my vibration is literally the cells of my body, and it is this vibration that gives my human its form. It also reminds me that there is a distinction between being in harmony with the Earth, and each human having their own internal vibration. The brain waves of the person who is calm and creative, is in alignment with the Earth, more so than the person who is stressed and anxious. Alas, there’s a lot of static out there in the world. Static is what I call the background noise that people have become accustomed to tuning into. This vibrational chatter is causing a lot of interference in the aura, at least, this is what I believe to be true. 

One could still manifest from the noise

Because manifesting is something the human body does naturally on its own. The same way I don’t have to force my body to breathe, or my heart to beat, I now comprehend that there’s no need to force a manifestation. As mentioned earlier, too much attention, i.e. obsession, is counterproductive. Therefore, a person isn’t intentionally manifesting poverty, stressful situations, or anxiety, but they’re always communicating it.  

What is communication?

Actions are a form of communication. Emotions are a form of communication. Thoughts are a form of communication. Speech is a form of communication. I know that I have the freewill to either get caught up in the static of the construct (which I suppose is what people refer to when they say ‘the matrix’), or, I can resonate in harmony with the hum of planet Earth. Either way, my intention, my words, my vibration, it’s all interpreted, assigned mass, and made manifest in my life. 

Earth communicates

The hum of the Earth has always communicated with me, and through me in waves, but sometimes, my thoughts and my physical state would distort how I’d interpret those waves. Thus, distorting my sense of reality. This is the perfect explanation of how there are some people who are always able to experience joy, even when they have stressful situations come their way. This resonance is a constant, although I am aware that there are still variables. Thankfully, I have been given the authority to choose whether I want to live in harmony with the Earth, or if I want to live in harmony with the static. Spoiler, I’m committed to staying in harmony with our beautiful conscious planet Earth. 

How I stay in harmony with the earth

There are a few things that I have adopted into my life. I personally feel that my body thrives best in a high raw, high omega-3 environment, however, I don’t restrict myself so strictly- due to having overcome obsessive distorted intrusive thoughts. If I want a burger, or some chips, I’ll have some. I find it okay in moderation, you however, may not want to find yourself trapped in a car with me after I eat it! 🙈😅

I no longer force myself to fit into the mold of the construct, which means I am under no obligation to get a ‘proper’ job, nor will I work in an environment that isn’t in alignment with my lifestyle. Instead, I focus on what I’m gifted in, the things that I’m passionate about, and the things that make me happy. Health and temperance are very important to me. I aim for a fully hydrated body which in turn optimizes my cellular communication, cellular memory, and neural pathways. If you’re interested in learning more about the specific steps that I take to remain in harmony with the Earth, check out this page here!

Like many others,

I was told that I needed to ‘escape’ the matrix. What I’ve learned is that I needed to recalibrate, and to get in tune with the frequency of our planet. 

My responsibility is to enjoy this life, which apparently, my energy was in harmony with- which could be why I’m even here in the first place. They say the chances of winning the lottery are far greater than the chances of being born here on Earth. I believe that I chose to come here. My energy was in alignment with this planet, this particular life, as well as my particular maternal and paternal background. 

The universe is so vast, and at this exact moment in time, I’m just a little speck within it. The only thing that I’m responsible for is maintaining my thoughts, my emotions, my actions, and my speech- That’s it! That’s all folks! The matrix itself isn’t inherently bad. It’s simply a responsive system- it’s neutral, really. I realized that the way for me to break free from my mental prison was to seek out purposeful participation in my life.

What is purposeful participation?

When people ask, ‘If God is real then why are children being harmed?’ ‘Why did God allow this to happen?’ or ‘THAT to happen?’ Trust me, these are all questions that I’ve asked myself too. Haven’t we all? Honestly, the answer is still the same for me now as a deconstructed christian, as it was when I was in sabbath school class, and bible studies- humans have free will, and have been granted user permissions to edit the design. However, I do believe that when people are in harmony with the hum of the earth, with the schumann resonance, or what some refer to as Christ consciousness, they are able to see the fingerprints of God.

This could look like a person’s office abruptly switching locations, and their commute to work immediately changing. What’s seen as an inconvenience to some, could result in a woman being removed from a dangerous situation. It could look like a person deciding to get behind the wheel of a car with alcohol in their system, resulting in the car driving through a pole, the car wheel abruptly spinning in the other direction, the breaks halting themselves, and the driver walking away without so much as a scratch, or a ticket. 

Where’s the purposeful participation?

Those were actually specific situations that have happened to me, at times when I didn’t care enough about myself to cover myself in the physical realm, let alone in the spiritual realm. Thankfully, I had family members and loved ones praying for me, rendering their input of their belief in a higher power. This is also why I have such compassion for those who have yet to, or have no desire to deconstruct their religion, because I know the source of all creation, consciousness, intelligence, and awareness is able to meet people exactly where they are, in the exact way that they’re able to best receive information. 

All humans are able to influence, and leverage the technology of the universe. Intentional prayer, communication, expectation, thoughts, speech, actions- these are all forms of purposeful participation.

All things are possible

Everything that ever could happen, and that ever will happen, is all happening now. At least, that is what I’m subject to believe. I view purposeful participation as intentionally aligning my aura with the specific outcomes that I’d like to see manifest. It’s a bit easier for me now knowing there is a specific technology interpreting my input. 

As the reflection of the divine, I am able to experience, and witness, the potential of the divine. This is why it hurts to see someone else hurting, and why it’s normal to burst out in laughter when someone else is laughing. It’s because they are me, and I am them. I believe that all humans share the same stream of consciousness, and share the same stream of awareness. Sawubona Sikhona. I exist to be seen by them, and they exist to be seen by me. The matrix simply reflects me. If I want to see change in the world, if I want hunger to end, social hierarchies to dissolve, it’s my responsibility to influence the collective- and the collective is dependent on each individual person.

Again, this perfectly explains how there are people living on the same earth having different experiences

Two people could be in the same park. One person can be taking in the beauty of the surrounding nature. Enjoying the warmth of the sun on their face, the grass of the ground beneath them, the birds chirping in the distance, feeling immense joy. Another person could be sitting in that same beautiful setting yet they’re focused on their cell phone, triggered by a political rant that they read on social media.

They’re visibly angry and they remain that way for the entire rest of their day. Everyone has the choice of which state of being they reside in. Both of these people have access to the mathematically sound technology that governs the observable universe, yet their individual renders are completely different! This is why I say that it is so important to guard your gateways. I am now extremely mindful of what I listen to, what I watch, where I take my body, what I put inside of my body, and who I allow inside of my body. 

I’m living in a vibrational playground

I don’t want to escape the matrix! I want to FCK it! When that word is mentioned, admittedly it does sound a bit vulgar and off putting- I am aware of that. ‘Fck’ is often related to something sexual, or something dismissive. But let’s be honest, the act of fcking is supposed to be a pleasurable experience. Life too, is meant to be a pleasurable experience. When I say, ‘fck it’ I mean enjoy it.

Being dismissive of things that aren’t serving me may sound a little petty, but whatever. Not every fight is my fight. Now, that doesn’t mean that I can’t be empathetic of someone else’s fight. But no, I’m not out here on the front lines demanding the massive construct (what people refer to as ‘the matrix’) to bend to my mass. I already know that there is a technology in place that already does- so fck it!

Conclusion

The main philosophy that I carry with me now revolves around the importance of maintaining my essence. The same way planet Earth has its rhythmic beat, my human does as well. Every cell of my body contains the essence of that which sparked inflation. Along with my essence, which is a combination of my thoughts, speech, emotions, and decisions.

It’s as if I am cohabitating this human with the source of all creation, consciousness, intelligence, and awareness.

My heart emits my aura, which carries my essence.

Radiating from my heart and filling up the entire space around me, with the ability to penetrate time, space, and matter. Radiating across my city, across my state, throughout the nation, even encompassing the entire globe. But it doesn’t end there, my essence has the ability to radiate to, and through the solar system, the milky way, the local group, Laniakea, and all the way to the BOSS wall- heck, perhaps even further than that! Goodness, don’t even get me started on how superclusters are a part of even larger structures. 

This ideology is what allows me to remain open within a massive construct that encourages humans to harden their hearts

But I know the truth, it’s from the heart that all things flow. If you’re interested in learning more about the steps that I personally take to ensure emotional, physical, spiritual balance, I encourage you to purchase my first ever paid product, Jaguar Rewire. If you’re unable to purchase this product, the landing page actually has each step that I take. The product just goes more in depth. Also, check out my freebie eco system! The article that you’re currently reading is a more in-depth explanation of ‘Where I See God In Physics’ which can be found in the freebie ‘manifestation IS faith’ check it out if you haven’t already!

As always, I appreciate you taking the time to read this blog post. Truly I do, thank you. Remember, all things are possible- they are! The best is yet to come, and the odds are always in your favor! Take care.
-Divine Dime💚👑